Baby Is Now 6 Months Old~

In a blink of eye, our baby is now 6 months old.

We just came back fom visiting him at mommy's house in Penang a few days ago. And I think although he hasn't seen his daddy for a month, he can actually still remember that Fire is his dad. The funniest part is, we brought him over to the island for his monthly injection, and troughout the journey from our house to the hospital and back, both of his eyes were on his dad, nothing else but his daddy until he fell asleep on my lap when we were on our way back.

And after his dad had left to KL the next day, he changed his attention to me. I was staying a day longer because I wanna spend as much time with him as possible. While I was having my lunch with mom, he was rolling around on the mattress in the living room. Yeah, you read it right, A MATTRESS IN THE LIVING ROOM. My mom bought a queen size mattress and placed it in the living room so that her grandson and sleep and move around on it. See, she spoiling her grandson ady. :D Oh yeah, he was moving around and as my back was facing him, he cleverly pull my shirt so that I would look at him. And when I continue eating, he would cleverly placed his leg on my thigh to get my attention. He continuosly made me and my mom laugh non-stop with all his little actions.

I was sleeping with him everytime I went home in Penang. And my oh my, his sleeping styles were EXACTLY like mine! Usually I'll put him down on his back when he is sleeping. But after a while of sleeping on his back, he will flipped and sleep on his sides with one leg up over his mini bolster. That's so me!! After that, he'll sleep on his back again and then slowly move and move and when I checked on him again, he'll be sleeping horizontally. I'll then moved him back to his sleeping position. After not long, he'll then flip on his sides again. Ah, so so cute! ^_^

But the saddest part was the time when I was leaving to KL. A friend of my mom came to fetch me to the train station and my mom told me that baby was looking at our car.. kept on looking even after the car was no longer at his sight. And he cried real badly after that. Cried till he fell asleep.

Knowing about this really broke my heart. I don't how long I can handle this anymore. I really don't know. And now, I am contemplating if I should go back and work in Penang...

I'm A Pig

As mentioned on my previous post, went back to Penang last Sunday night to visit my little precious. I always hated to take bus on a long journey so as usual I went back by the train. As I was a bit late to buy the ticket, all the sleeping berth had been sold out so I had to buy the second class sitting ticket instead.

When I was on my way to Penang, I was seated with a middle-aged Malay man. I was a little bit uncomfortable at first because the thought of sleeping with another man (although on separate seats) irks me a little. But in the end, I was really glad because he went and slept with his wife whose sitting on the other side and left me sitting alone (hurray!).

The nightmares started when I was on my way back to KL. I was really really upset because I has to seat with another Malays guy in his 20s. The worst part is, the whole coach is full of his gang, which makes me the only Chinese in that coach.

Part of me was annoyed while part of me was scared. I was so scared that they will steal something from my bag that I end up holding both of my bags to myself instead of throwing them up to the place where people put their bags. And as that Malays guy besides me was leaning on his back, I dare not to lean on my back because I was afraid that he would touch me. I don't want any of his body part to touch me. Eeek!

And for the first hour of my journey back home, I was so hoping that the ticket officer would come faster so that I could exchange place to the sleeping berth (if there's any empty space) only to find out that all of them had been occupid. So there I was feeling so irritated and upset because I will be stuck there for 9 hours.

Since I was left no other choice, I tucked my bagpack under my seat and hold another one with me the whole night. They were making a lot of noises by talking and laughing so loudly. Thank God I brought along my earphone and my phone's battery was fully charged. Inserted the earphone to my ear and blasted the MP3 player to maximum volume.

After like 2-3 hours, the guy besides eventually waved to me and initiated a conversation asking me where I want to go and so on. Being "friendly", I talked to him with a fake smile. After less than 10 minutes, we kept quiet and I plugged the earphone back into my ear.

I was planning to stay awake the whole night because I was really scared what they'll do to me after I fell asleep. But in the end I dozed off because I was kinda tired and I still need to go to a few hours upon reaching KL.

I woke up several times during the whole trip back because it's really uncomfortable to sleep in sitting position. And I woke up to check on the time to see how long do I have to deal with this anymore. That guy besides me leaned his head toward my side but luckily not on my shoulder or else I would have freaked out.

All the while I did know that I'm a racist person but I didn't know that I would be so racist that I did not trust any of them race. What made it worst was the fact that I was the only girl on that coach. Really scared the shit outta me.

So what I've learnt from this experience is not to buy train tickets last minute.

And to those that hates me after reading this post, don't judge, I'm sure that there's a part of racist-ness in you too.

Conclusion is, I'm a pig, a racist PIG~

Decision Made

It has been two weeks since we fetched my mommy and baby back home in Butterworth. Until now, I'm still not sure wether it's a right decision to leave my baby with my mom while me and byy work our ass up to earn more money so that we can have a bigger house and better life by next year.

But so far, I'm kinda disappointed because it has been two weeks and we have have not done anything much yet. *sigh~* And I have yet seen any improvement.

Anyway, this two week I've been keeping myself busy with crocheting Amigurumi dolls. Amigurumi is a Japanese art of knitting and crocheting stuff animals. I'll post up what I've done thus far here and I'm planning to sell them too. I'm still waiting for my Mr Hubby to take the pictures of them. >.>

I'll be going back to Butterworth in a few days to visit my little precious. I've been missing so much. His smiles, his laughters..Awwww~

And I'm really proud of my baby because at such tender age he's now showing one of his strong personality which is his strong determination. When he wanna do something, he will do it again again and again until he managed to do it right. For example, when he wanna roll over to the crawling position. And at 5 months old, he's already learning how to crawl. And my mom told me that baby can now crawl backwards. Hahahaha.. Not bad huh~