I'm happy to announce that my baby is now 2 months old. =) And I've becoming a full time mom for almost a month and I'm still enjoying it very much. Every week, I'll dread on going to work during the weekends. On Friday, I'll be grumbling on why weekdays have to end so fast!?!?! Saturday, for me is like Monday now.
Every morning during the weekend, I'll feel very heavy hearted to go to work and leave my baby at home. Although Fire is taking good care of him while I'm at work, I'm still worry about this and that. Worry if he's hungry or not? Worry if he's sleeping well or not? Worry if he misses his mommy or not?
I'll keep asking Fire "Is baby sleeping?" "How's baby?" over and over again. And everytime Fire tell me that baby is crying non-stop, my heart will shattered. And at that moment I'll feel like rushing back home to cuddle my baby. I miss him so much at home.
I finally understand how does a mother feels when she has to be apart from her child. Unfortunately, as our cost of living continues to rise, many parents have to leave their child at someone's care so that they can go to work. Some have no choice but to stay a few hundreds kilometres away and only visit their child once a month.
I have almost became one of them. Our initial plan was to send our baby to my mom in Penang so that I could go to work. And since me and Fire do not trust anyone else to take care of our baby, this is our only option. And at that time, due to some personal reasons, my mom didn't want to stay with us in KL.
So previously, everytime I think about being apart from my baby, I'll cry.
Eventhough, sending baby to mom in Penang means I would have more freedom to go anywhere. I can continue to hang out with friends until late. Traveling with Fire. But all these fun cannot be compare to the fun of cuddling my little baby. I told Fire that, for baby, I'm willing to sacrifice my freedom.
When I first found out that I am pregnant, I've prepared to sacrifice all the fun. Because I can still go out and have fun when my baby has grown up. And that time, I can bring him together wherever I go. :) But now that baby is still so small, I would want to spend all my time with him and going to the honeymoon is the last thing that I wanna do now.
But I guess the God loves me very much because after all the crying, my mom had finally told me that she will come over and stay with us in order to take care of baby. That means, not only I can cuddle my baby everyday, I'll have my mom with me everyday too.
Ahh~ I feel like the luckiestwoman girl in the world right now. ♥
Every morning during the weekend, I'll feel very heavy hearted to go to work and leave my baby at home. Although Fire is taking good care of him while I'm at work, I'm still worry about this and that. Worry if he's hungry or not? Worry if he's sleeping well or not? Worry if he misses his mommy or not?
I'll keep asking Fire "Is baby sleeping?" "How's baby?" over and over again. And everytime Fire tell me that baby is crying non-stop, my heart will shattered. And at that moment I'll feel like rushing back home to cuddle my baby. I miss him so much at home.
I finally understand how does a mother feels when she has to be apart from her child. Unfortunately, as our cost of living continues to rise, many parents have to leave their child at someone's care so that they can go to work. Some have no choice but to stay a few hundreds kilometres away and only visit their child once a month.
I have almost became one of them. Our initial plan was to send our baby to my mom in Penang so that I could go to work. And since me and Fire do not trust anyone else to take care of our baby, this is our only option. And at that time, due to some personal reasons, my mom didn't want to stay with us in KL.
So previously, everytime I think about being apart from my baby, I'll cry.
Eventhough, sending baby to mom in Penang means I would have more freedom to go anywhere. I can continue to hang out with friends until late. Traveling with Fire. But all these fun cannot be compare to the fun of cuddling my little baby. I told Fire that, for baby, I'm willing to sacrifice my freedom.
When I first found out that I am pregnant, I've prepared to sacrifice all the fun. Because I can still go out and have fun when my baby has grown up. And that time, I can bring him together wherever I go. :) But now that baby is still so small, I would want to spend all my time with him and going to the honeymoon is the last thing that I wanna do now.
But I guess the God loves me very much because after all the crying, my mom had finally told me that she will come over and stay with us in order to take care of baby. That means, not only I can cuddle my baby everyday, I'll have my mom with me everyday too.
Ahh~ I feel like the luckiest
1 comment(s) on "Baby Is Now 2 Months Old!"
I'm so proud of the both of you, you know that? You're one helluva brave lady. Send love and light to me lil nephew. Can't wait to see him.
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