After being discharge, the journey from the hospital back to our home was a painstaking one no thanks to Malaysia's bumpy roads. Each bump means being painful in the wound. And the sun was so glaringly hot I can't wait to reach home. Upon reaching home, I've faced another nightmare, I have to climb up 3 storeys of stairs to our home!
Reaching home was definitely a bliss as I didn't feel any loneliness. I think if I don't remember wrongly I went straight to sleep. But despite the un-loneliness, I missed the AIR-COND at the hospital. Our home was so hot and it's worst with mom not allowing me to switch on the fan. *sigh*
I remember crying for the first two nights.
One, because I feel helpless seeing mom and Fire being busy with the baby and the house chores but all I did was sleep. And seeing how Fire's able to talk to the baby so easily and I can't is overwhelming. In short I felt useless. Three, I cried because I wasn't able to breastfeed with the little milk that I have and a sore breast.
I think I almost have minor post-natal depression if not for having Fire around to cheer me up and to make sure that I am okay. Thank you byy ♥
After that things got easier. I think babies can really feel what the mom is feeling because he began to suck well. And now I'm a happy mom with milk (though not much). Hahahaha.. And since my little boyboy is not giving up on sucking a milkless breast to make the mommy happy, I'm not giving up to breastfeed him neither.
Right now the only uncomfortable-ness I have is.. I'm all sweaty, smelly, dead skin (daki) all over my body, my hair is full of dandruffs and I feel itchy. Haih~ I can't wait for this confinement period to end so that I can take a long nice shower...
Reaching home was definitely a bliss as I didn't feel any loneliness. I think if I don't remember wrongly I went straight to sleep. But despite the un-loneliness, I missed the AIR-COND at the hospital. Our home was so hot and it's worst with mom not allowing me to switch on the fan. *sigh*
I remember crying for the first two nights.
One, because I feel helpless seeing mom and Fire being busy with the baby and the house chores but all I did was sleep. And seeing how Fire's able to talk to the baby so easily and I can't is overwhelming. In short I felt useless. Three, I cried because I wasn't able to breastfeed with the little milk that I have and a sore breast.
I think I almost have minor post-natal depression if not for having Fire around to cheer me up and to make sure that I am okay. Thank you byy ♥
After that things got easier. I think babies can really feel what the mom is feeling because he began to suck well. And now I'm a happy mom with milk (though not much). Hahahaha.. And since my little boyboy is not giving up on sucking a milkless breast to make the mommy happy, I'm not giving up to breastfeed him neither.
Right now the only uncomfortable-ness I have is.. I'm all sweaty, smelly, dead skin (daki) all over my body, my hair is full of dandruffs and I feel itchy. Haih~ I can't wait for this confinement period to end so that I can take a long nice shower...
5 comment(s) on "090117-090121 Confinement (Part 1)"
Aiyor,
u must rest lar!
u cannot move too much!
this period will be bored.
Do read newspaper or magazine to fill up your time lor.
Confinement.... *hugs* Poor you! That's the thing, it's important to rest well and take care of yourself as well as baby, but I'm not sure about confinement. Good Luck getting through it SaeWei! I'm sure your mum and Firewire are all very very supportive.
Wow happy family! Daddy, Mummy, and Baby!!! I wanna be a Mummy tooo!!!
JJ: Not moving around is very sien cannn..
Bell: Thanks Bell
JustJasmine: Faster faster go make one
remember my moral classes! :P
you take care :)
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